Allyson's POV

I couldn't find out a worse way to live on. My mom was just so selfish and care about that Rick Dick. Oh look I can rhyme. My stomach hurted so I laid down and hugged a pillow to my stomach tightly. I felt so alone. I just needed somebody who cared about me. I heard my phone and I took it and saw a text from Lucy;

''Hi Ally, how are you? I miss you sooo much! Skype later? It feels so empty without you. Everyone here miss you! Love you!''

I couldn't help but smiling. Lucy have always been there for me. I loved her. We have been best friends sence the second grade. Now i'm in ninth grade. Then it hit me, I'm going to school in four days! Fuck! My summer is about to end. Nooo shit. I left my phone and looked through my boxes with clothes. I decided to pack all my clothes in the closet now. I folded all the pants and laid them in a drawer. All my shirts I hung on a hanger. The underwear I put in another drawer. I took my sweatpants and a snoopy shirt and changed. I cuddled down in my bed and listened to One Directions new song called ''Little Things'' meanwhile I scrolled trough facebook. The song was beautiful. I really liked it. I'm that kinda person who listen to the same song all the time. So I replayed it. My life sucks, I hate it. I wish I was 18 so I can move out from this shithole, well..mom is the reason why this is a shithole. It knocked on the door.

-Come in.. I said focused on the computer. I looked up there was Rick.

-Hello. He said, sitting on my chair.

-Hello. I replied.

-I guess you and mom doesn't get along to well huh? he asked.

-Not really, no. I said, lowered the music.

-I guess it's my fault right? he asked quiet.

-Yeah, I replied as a joke. He laughed a little.

-Well, I hope you get along, I just wanted to talk to you. he said, heading to the door.

-Yeah. I mumbled. And so he disappeared. That was pretty strange. It was 11 o´clock and I was tired. I went to the bathroom opposite to my room and brushed my teeth. There where just so many stuff going trough my mind right now that I couldn't think clear. I went to my room and laid down and closed my eyes.

I woke up and streched myself and yawned loudly. Mom came in.

-Good morning, get up, we're looking for a school today. She said annoyed. Today?! What the hell? I groaned and went up. She walked out. I took a brown summerdress and red ballerina shoes. I brushed my hair and braided my hair. I went downstairs and I saw mom waiting in the front door. Rick was at work I guess. The trip to the school we where suppose to look at was in silence. Me and mom was always quiet. It's kinda strange. I saw a sign that said; Oxford High School. The school was big and very inviting. She parked the car and we walked to expedition.

-Hello, a man said. Must been the principal.

-Hi, I said while shaking his hand.

-You must be Allyson.

-I prefer Ally. I said. He nodded. We are going to take a look at the class you're going to work with if you're interested. I nodded. We walked down the hallway into a classroom. A boy with brown curly hair sat by a desk and looking at his laptop and then at my direction. He looked so familiar. I could'nt point the finger on where. But I've seen him before. He stood up and walked torwards me.

-Hi, I'm Harry. He said, smiling weak.

-Ally, I said trying to smile, but failed, as usual.

-I'm a trainee here, so.. he said scratching his neck. I nodded while looking around.

-Well just call us if you're intersted. The principal said. Me and mom nodded.

The rest of the days where nothing special. Tomorrow was the day. I'm going to school. I was really nervous. Mom and I came along that Oxford School is the one. So we'll se what happens. I laid down in the bed and thought about everything that could gone bad tomorrow.

My alarm startet to scream and I shut it off. My mom was at work, and Rick too. So I was alone. The clock was seven, so I had an about 50 minutes before the bus is arriving. I brushed my teeth and my hair. The weather looked nice so I picked a lightpink camisole and a white cardigan with babyblue shorts. I chose the new low red converse and braided my hair as usuall. My stomach hurted really bad. It was five minutes until the bus is comming. I took my phone and my bag and went out. The bus waited by the station.

I went in to the school and looked for my locker and finally found it. A couple of fancy girls stood talking and looked at me sometimes. I just ignored them and took my english stuff.

Everyone giggled and looked at Harry all the time. Why? I can swear that I've seen him before.

-Hello, we've got an new student today. he said, smiling. I felt everyone's looking at me. Uncomftorable.. I didn't know where to look.

-Hello.. I mumbled and everyone was laughing. My face became an red shape. Harry cleared his troat and looked seriously at everyone. I just wanted to cry, this sucks. I took all my books and walked out of class and sat down by the wall.

                                                  
        Allyson's POV

The ride to the new house was really boring. I hate mom, I hate my life and I hate..just everything. My mom was a fucking bitch. She has a new boyfriend.. again. Which isn't that suprising. I wish that dad was here. He was the only one who understood me. This sucked. I looked by the window and let my forehead rest on the cold window. I sat behind mom, because she disgusted me.

-This is exciting. She said with a weak smile. She was not mean, like abusing me, but she could be a real bitch. Her voice annoyed me, alot.

-Yea, sure.. I murmured while yawning.

-Stay positive now! Rick is.. I cut her off.

-A real dick. I mumbled.

-Shut the mouth and let me finsih! She exclaimed.

-Whatever. I mumbled.

-He is a really nice man, a big heart.

-God you sound like Taylor Swift. You say like that to everyone you meet.

-You really want to argue about this now? She said with a serious gaze.

-I can argue all day. I said cocky.

-Cram the attitude young lady. She said. After that I stayed quiet.

We arrived to the white house with black corners, it was big, it looked very luxury. We went to the yard and a big pool stood in the middle and sunbeds around it. I couldn't wait to see inside. The kitchen was really glamorous, marblefloor and nice benches. The bathroom aswell, marble and a big tub. I couldn't imagine my room. A big room with wallwindows with an view of beautiful Oxford. The house was already furnished when we moved here, that did cost a little extra. A ran upstairs and opened my room. Godammit i'm so good. An absolutely stunning view of Oxford, huge windows and pretty lightpink curtains. The wallpaper was white with black eifeltowers on it. An big closet with a silvermirror on it. My bed was black, lightpink and white with fluffy white pillows. But then, the reality came back. I had to thank mom. Gosh that's like the hardest thing on the whole earth. But I decided to not go down to her. If she wanted something she had to come to me. I'm not waisting any time.

The doorbell ringed but mom opened. I opened my florar printed laptop and looked trough some e-mails. Boring, boring, I don't care, slut, bitch, quote. Just some boring shit.

-Ally! Come down! Rick is here! Mom shouted. Ahw this was just great. I went down to say hello, it's now or never, I mean, we are gonna live together for like a month before mom leaves him, maybe two if he's lucky. He was tall, brown short hair, green eyes and stood with an wide smile.

-Rick. He said while offered his hand. I took it and shaked it. This was akward.

-Ally. I said trying to smile. I failed, I'd bet I looked like a fucking horse.

-Allyson! Mom corrected me. I rolled my eyes and went upstairs. I would put 100 bucks on the table that they are having sex tonight. I swear. The sun shined into the window, I was really tired and decided to take a powernap. I yawned and fell on the bed with the face on the pillow.

I woke up from scramble from the kitchen, it was already evening. It was dark outside. I went down and saw mom cooking food.

-Oh good you're awake, do you think you can get the laundry from the basement across the streets, we don't have a wasingmachine. She said. I sighed.

-Fine

I put my shoes on and walked over the street. It looked like an apartment. I guess everyone is sharing the laundry. I went down with the keys and turned the lights on. The laundry was in the drying room. I picked it all down and put it in the bin. The lights whent off and I tried to look för the switch. I really hate the dark

-Hello? someone said. My heart bumped. I pulled the bin and searched for the door. My breathing was heavy.

-It's okay i'm not gonna hurt you! I could tell that it was a man. But who, I didn't know. I finally sucessed the searching and ran out. I'm not doing this again. I wanted to cry, I was really afraid of the dark. I jogged with the bin pulling in the ground. I went inside and sat down the bin and ran up to my room. I was like freaking out. I went on my phone and put on the radio.

''That was Domino by Jessie J. And now 'What Makes you Beautiful' with One Direction'' the radio said. Yeah I've heard about this 'One Direction' talk. I took my laptop and searched for 'One Direction' on google pictures. I let the radio go on. Pepole say that they are amazing. I don't know. For sure it was 5 boys. Around 18-20 I would guess. I closed my laptop and listened to the song. 'You don't know, oh oh. You don't know you're beautiful'. Typical boybands.. The song went off and I walked around the room for a while. My mom stepped in.

-Food is ready. She said.

-I'm comming. She went out. I know this dinner will be akward. I went down and i met the smell of potatoes. I hate potatoes.. We sat down by the table. Rick and mom had a little chat. I took a half potato and a piece of meat.

-What's wrong Allyson? mom asked.

-Number one: ALLY. Number two: I don't like potato, I've said that before too

-Shut the attitude, don't get all cranky now.
 -Whatever, keep on your stupid chat. I said, forcing the potato in my mouth. I left the table and went into my room.